2010-07-14 1st journal - Mayan day 10 Water or Offering ♥ TRANSCRIPT: http://www.scribd.com/doc/35365577 ♥ iTunes podcast http://www.itunes.com/podcast?id=371766765 ♥ Blip.tv channel http://theresaaharvey.blip.tv/ Intro: Waking has not been easy or pleasant these last days. For some reason I am not waking with or before the dawn, and I seem to feel burdened or limited as I awake. Not sure what’s going on. May be being messed with in the night. There are all sorts of ways this could be looked at - all sorts of possible stories arrived at trying to pin down reasons, causes. Overall, though, I think that a worthless endeavor. Why is that? It leads to the mind - it is mind doing that. From the perspective of heart, mind has little to offer in such things. All it comes up with are stories. Then, the danger arises when one starts believing one or more of them. Then it’s off into la-la land, into mind land for another go-round on the merry-go-round of thought. I’d rather be a conscious creator than that. As for what manifests in this body - well, I don’t know - neither what it is nor what to do about it, if anything. That is no loss or problem, though - I just go with the flow. I know I am taken care of. I know I am Light, great Light, and I don’t have any lack whatsoever. I know all is well. So where’s the worry in that? It is what it is. I find such comfort in those simple, maybe seemingly harsh words. They’re not harsh, really - just stripped down. They are stripped down of all decoration, all detail. They are stark - not harsh. There’s a certain beauty in them. Just wait until one day, when they bring you such deep comfort - then you’ll know more of my affection for them. They are beautiful. So, moving on. Not providing resistance to things is a new way to live, for most of us. We’ve been well schooled to be resistors of what is... Distributed by Tubemogul.
