This is serious.
Do not kill self
Sources:
https://afsp.org/about-suicide/suicide-statistics/
https://depression.informedchoices.ca/types-of-treatment/counseling-or-therapy/how-much-does-therapy-or-counseling-cost/
https://www.speakingofsuicide.com/2013/04/14/fears-of-mental-hospital/
