Does it matter that I sit here waiting
Worlds apart, not knowing
Whether I should sleep or wait
Will your silence break, before I reach the grave?
I may be dead and gone before you realize
Its been so long, since we connected.
Why can’t I be angry and walk out
Instead I wait with heartache
Why do I still cherish every moment spent with you
Nor fight as others do?
Why do I feel that my life bleeds away?
Does it matter that I still love you.
Anita Atina
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/does-it-matter-9/