from the look of my eyes..
baby you will find my miserble days..
my unheathly ways..
my terrifiying weeks..
denying feelings,
my sorrow which cant be explained..
some days, i wish i could just fly away from all these things..
or kill myself so that i wont have to go through it.
but knowing things will get better...
knowing you will be there, sometimes...
to help me up..
seems a little better.
but you will never see this world through my eyes...
dont judge who i am,
or what i have become.
i have learned to protect my heart from heartbreakers...
giving enough and just holdin back.. just so i wont fall to deep and hit the floor.
so dont judge me, till you know me.
one day, ill fly away..
i will no longer bleed these tears..
i will be free from all my fears.
and you and i will be together
in happiness...
there will be no raining sky...
or tears from your eyes..
and no fear to hide..
Dislocated Heart
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/raining-sky/