How had this happened?
I thought we'd be together forever, but how I was sorely wrong.
You said you would never hurt me, but you have hurt me worse than anyone ever has.
I wish you could see how deep the pain runs through.
I wish you still loved me.
I wish, I wish you had never left.
Then things would still be the same for us.
You would still love me like before.
Why aren't wishes real?
Why can't they be?
Then that way I still wouldn't be in so much pain, even now that you're back.
All my dreams of us, they won't be coming true.
The only dreams I have are dreams where you come back to me.
I wish you would.
I need you...I love you.
Shelly Hileman
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/how-had-this-happened/
