Your face brings about an automated smile to mine
Yet you don't notice
Don't see
Don't know
That I exist
That I love you
That I care
You do this not intentionally
But in oblivion
I shudder to think what you might say
How you might react
What you might think
If I ever told you
If I told you
That you're the newest, shiniest secret of my heart
The fear paralyzes me
And what strengthens me is the painfully devastating
Outrageously beautiful
Extraordinary love I have for you
I die a little inside when I think of you not knowing
Not knowing anything
At all.
nishca koeries
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/broken-thoughts-7/