I'm not sure I can do this
It's just so hard and I'm scarred
I really want to let myself go
Let you see me for me
Insecurities and all
I want you to have it all
There's not much to give
But I can try
Letting you in will be hard
Thats no lie
I want you to have everything
Broken parts and all
I want you to be here
So you can catch me if I fall
To fall asleep in your arms
And wake up completely rested
Having no fear
Because you're here
I want to know you inside and out
All of this could be so real
Yet it could be fake
You could be waiting for me to break
Well let me tell you its already been done
I have nothing left
What I do have isn't much
I just want to try
But it's so hard
I don't know how to let go
Release the locks on the gates
And just let everything escape
I want to be wild and carefree
Let you have all of me
But will it be enough
Could you live with the fact that I still care
Can you accept me for who I am
I want you to have it all
I'm just afraid
I'm afraid you wont be there
To catch me when I fall
Beautifully Unknown
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/un-named-4/
