I wake up in the morning, it's just another day.
Nothing to get out of bed for and no one cares.
The emotions go through my head i want to give up.
but I can't give up,
not just yet.
The day starts off as usual.
A slow and steady moan.
The truth is, I don't care.
But i can't say it because i don't know how many more days i will wake up and see him there.
A lonely trip always gives me time to think,
time i don't want,
because i don't want to think.
I don't know where i'm going,
I don't know how i'm feeling,
I don't know if someone will truly care.
The though of the one who means something,
keeps playing with my heart
and messing with my mind.
The others begin to mess with my mind,
I don't need anymore to think about.
I'm in overload. Not even halfway through the day.
So stop please just STOP!
I can't take it!
I can't take emotions, i don't want to take them.
I want everything to be simple.
Someone just tell me what to do.
I want to live through one day,
one happy day.
But it just won't happen.
Marie Brown
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/understand-me-or-should-i-try-understand-you/
