My life seems empty and insecure.
If only I could find the cure.
I prefer staying sleepy,
and not having to break my dream.
I choose to not fall from that cloud,
that takes me everywhere I want to go,
without no doubt.
my mind just keeps wondering
and my thoughts tend to accumulate,
without no place to escape.
without a spot to stay,
and breathe,
were it can be understood.
I cry my self to sleep,
it's difficult to stop that head of me,
still calling me,
trying to guide me through different directions,
now I feel confuse,
without no words to say,
and not being able to explain.
what's wrong with me?
that voice of mine is calling me,
I see my reflection,
I see a different me,
I see something,
that's completely different to the others I see,
I see myself completely different,
totally weird and misunderstood.
I see my other twin,
I can see her actions,
and it's sad to see.
I cannot compare myself to others,
'cause it's just not me.
I cannot see the real me,
I cannot understand what's everything,
I feel inside me,
that reflection, shadow, and thoughts
that come everytime I open my eyes to see.
Yisel Chong
http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-can-feel-but-i-can-t-understand/
